No regrets!

My results are out! It's the best results I got so far. The alphabet "D" had finally decided to leave me. Yeah! Of cos, as compared to the rest of my class, I'm only of average. Can you imagine a person with A, Bs and only ONE C thinks he got lousy results?? "D" used to be my favourite alphabet in my result slip, and the person only got ONE C!

My sis met up with her JC friends yesterday at her teacher's wake. This guy which used to be her best friend in JC was also there. For don't know what reason, they sort of lost contact. She's glad to see him there though it's suppose to be a sad occasion. She told me that her greatest regret was not being able to continue the close friendship with him. I'm gald that they are finally keeping in contact and the friendship will continue.

I guess I understand how my sis feels when she told me about it. I treasure every friendship I have with everyone out there. No matter what happen during the process, I seriously hope that I won't have any regrets of not continuing or stop contacting anyone just because of some silly and stupid misunderstanding.

2007 is coming. I hope people who hates me will grow to like me. I hope all the misunderstanding and awareness around will disappear. I hope everyone will still be able to joke and laugh at each other. I hope everyone around me will be happy. I hope I'll still get my free rides to school. Wahaa..

What is LOVE?

Love is a basic dimension of human experience that is variously conveyed as a sense of tender affection, an intense attraction, the foundation of intimacy and good interpersonal chemistry, willing self-sacrifice on behalf of another, and as an ineffable sense of affinity or connection to nature, other living beings, or even that which is unseen. It manifests itself in feelings,emotion, behavior, thoughts, perception and attitude. It influences, underlies and defines major patterns in interpersonal relationships and self-identification.

Is my feeling to you really love or is it plain dependent? Sometime I feel so silly being affected by the slightest thing related to you. Maybe I should stop saying that I don't care. Cos I think the more I say it, it just means that the more I care about you.

Suddenly feel like going swimming. Whenever I feel like crying, I'll want to go swimming. Even if I teared in the pool, no one will be able to notice it.

I wish for a good weather. I need to go for lots of swimming trips...

Merry Christmas

Hi all,
Merry Christmas! I hope all my friends enjoyed their christmas, spending it with their love ones and people who love them. I had a boring chirstmas spending it at home watching TV.

I watched 3 movies in a roll; Elf, Love Actaully and The Family Man. All 3 are nice movies filled with christmas mood, definitely worthed my 6 hours watching them. Hee...

My favourite is Love Actually. Lots of people know that it's a nice movie with tonnes of good reviews. I watched it in the cinema 3 years ago. I never really appreciate the movie or I should say I don't really understand the moral. But watching it again 3 years later, I appreciate the movie more. Guess I have grown up and get to know more about life. Some things need to be done and solved before it's too late.

Since christmas is the day to share and tell the truth, let me share some insignificant facts of me! Haa... If you're hoping that I'll leak out the name of the guy I like, guess you'll be disappointed. As I have said, it's insignificant and the guy I like is definitely classified under SIGNIFICANT!
1) I love to paint my nails when I'm feeling stressed.
2) I will cut my hair short when I'm facing a major turning point.
3) I love long curly hair but my mum and sis say they will made me looks old :(
4) I love to play with my hair before I start revising or start doing my tutorial.
5) I always pick what I want to wear to school before I sleep.
6) I love buying heels but I seldom wear them out.
7) I love plaits but those I tied sucks, looks weird and are super messy.
8) I will keep repeating the songs I like till my mum complained.
9) I love eating crabs though I suspect I'm allergy to it. I always feel itching after eating them. I never tell my mum about it cos I'm scared she'll ban me from eating. Shhhhh....
10) I LOVE coke! It's definitely my favourite drink. But I'm cutting down on it. Lots of people threatening me that at the rate I'm consuming them, I'll get diabetics real soon.

初心

This is the intro to Gigi Leung new ablum. I listen to most of the songs and I think it's definitely an ablum worth listening. It's going to be my most wanted ablum for 2007!

生活在这城市
我们一直描绘着爱情的样子
会和谁在一起？能一起走到哪里？
有时候需要运气，还需要很多力气
有时候，尽管再怎么努力，会伤害人还是会被伤害……
究竟哪一种the end才算是好，没有人会知道……
只是喜欢爱人时候的自己 纯真的模样 觉得温暖
尽管每次遍体鳞伤 放声大哭
仍然愿意
相信爱情
感动自己

如果你也相信爱情　就大声让自己听见　梁咏琪 2006 ＜给自己的情歌＞

Especially like this song from the ablum. Thinks it really describe how I feel now...

终于有时间整理落单的自己
思绪走进封闭已久凌乱的房里
深呼吸 打开门 尘埃安静在阳光中歇息
回忆的空气里漂浮着爱的微粒
一直不相信思念会永无止境
以为不再频繁想起就是平常心
知道我一而再遇见爱徘徊不去的幽灵
才发现不快乐是我假装快乐的反作用力
原来爱情是最深的内心戏
忘记原来是一种演技
总在云淡风轻后找到新的证据证明
我一直穿着过往寂寞的新衣
其实我对你是种未知最执着的初心
忽然间我放弃曾答应要向前走的约定
想不起合照里那时能和你并肩的自己

Random

My friend asked me today if "I'm attached?" and "What kind of guys do I like?". My standard answer is "I want a rich boyfriend and don't mind if he's abit older."

Thinking back of the question now; "What kind of guys do I like?". I really don't know what kind of guys I like. When it comes to liking someone, I think it's all about feelings.

The feeling of being taken care and understand,
The feeling of having someone sharing the other side of your life which little people knows about, The feeling of knowing that there's this someone sensitive around and you can depend on...

Feelings will definitely overcome looks and richness. Alot of people thinks that being my boyfriend will be super pitiful, cos I'm high maintenance. But then, I never expect my boyfriend to buy branded stuffs for me. And branded stuffs are definitely not what I considered the best present.

This lead to the other question that another friend of mine asked "What do girls like?".

I can't say generally what girls like. Different people definitely like different things; we all grow up in different environment with different circle of friends. All I can answer is "What I like?". My standard answer is " I like branded stuffs." And I always get back the same answer "Can see!"

I won't deny that I like branded stuffs. Who don't? But then I won't expect people to buy branded stuffs for me as birthday present. Even if you get it for me, I don't think I'll accept too.

I LOVE to recieve cards now. No matter it's birthday cards, christmas cards, chinese new year cards, anything will do. But then. don't give me a card just plain writing "Happy Birthday", "Happy New Year". I want to see personal message; message of you people wanting to tell me; message that is meant for me.

Though people always say, action speaks louder than words. But I like words now. No matter it's sms, msn, cards, notes, I can keep it and read thru them when I'm feeling down. They never failed to brighten me up. That's the reason why my handphone crashed last month. Cos I never delete any sms since the day I bought the phone.

I know that I'm a super emotional person. But I always thought that with my strong willpower, I'll be able to overcome any diffculties. But it seems that I'm wrong. For the past few months, I'm just bluffing myself by keeping myself super busy. Not until today, I finally know that my emotion has win the so-called willpower. I lost!

Changes

Maybe some changes may do me good. I have been keeping up with what I feel will be the best for myself and people around me. By doing that, I seem to lose what that's truly me.

I seem to care too much about what others' think about me. I take in causal comments too hardly causing me think too much. As in toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. The tooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much cause me to have mood swings which I HATE! I hate myself for being tempremental, plus the mood swing, I will be the most disgusting and hate person in the world.

Maybe the changes will bring me good. I haven decided on what changes I'm doing to do. But I hope will be changing to the better side.

Looking forward to the CHANGES!!!!

Why do some people get it without even working hard? While others have to work so hard and still did manage to get near it? And at the mean time, hurting themselves...

KTV Session

Had a wonderful session with xiaoai and Ngai Khay. I thought it'll be weird but I really enjoyed myself. All the screaming and laughing. I bet the people outside and next door will think that we are mad.

We are like little kids busy recording and videoing each other. And of cos, me and xiaoai emrge as the winner. How can Ngai Khay win the combine forces of me and xiaoai. Wahaa. We managed to snatch his handphone and delete away all the disgusting, ugly, out-of-tone recordings and videos. Wahaa....

For those interested in seeing the videos and recordings I took, feel free to come and ask it from me.

We should have more gatherings like these. It's super fun lah! Anyway, we are planning to visit Discovery Center next week. Interested parties can contact either me or xiaoai aka Ming Fen.

Quiz

I took the quiz and the result surprises me. I hope I'm as good as what is being said. =)

I finally understand why I hate '82 people so much. Maybe not all the '82 people, but those I met are definitely a bunch of insensitive people.

I don't know is it because I'm the childish and insensitive one? Or are you people the insensitive ones? Sometimes, the things you said really hurt me.

I admit I'm a super stubborn person who refuses to admit my mistakes. I'm a person with very bad interpersonal skills. I'm a haolian person who only likes to wear branded goods. I'm a kpo person always poking my nose into business that doesn't even concern me.

Some things are funny when you said it once. At least I can still take it as a joke, and endure with it. The second time you said it is actually pissing me off. But I can still endure because I love you. The third time you said it with the smirk on your face makes me feel that I'm just a fool enduring you. I don't want to hate you. So don't force me to.

'82 are people full of philosophy. They like to share big philosophies with you. Maybe that's their way of telling you things; beating around the bush. If not, they will just tell you crudely and rudely right in front of your face. Making you no idea how to react.

Stop telling me big philosophy of life. Stop telling me things like
"No one has the rights to say who's wrong and who's right."
"You have to been thru unhappiness just to know how to appreciate happiness."

I don't want to hear that and I don't need to know them. If you don't even bother to understand me better, then why bother to spend time telling me all these. I want to understand you better because I care. If you think that friendship can last just by plain talking of crap, then just be it.

Maybe I deserve all these that have been happening to me lately. Maybe it's all my fault for expecting too much of the people around me. Maybe I should just apologise to make all of you happier.

If that will make all of you happier, then I'm sorry. Even though I'm swallowing and stepping on all my pride. Or maybe you will want me to apologise to you openly? That will help in boosting all your huge egoes.

There's this disease in the world where people cannot feel pain. How I wish I will be able to get it. Then I won't be feeling so much pain. I also wish to damage my tears glans. Then I won't have to show people my weakness.

Last 2006 Resolution

This is my last 2006 resolution. I still have less than a month to achieve it. I hope I can made it in time.

To lost 5 kg before the start of 2007!

Though I also hope to get good results for the past semester, I guess it's too late to do anything now.

Why apologise for something you have not done wrong for? It makes me feel like a petty person who can't even take jokes, felt abit insulted...

ENE Class Photo

Remember I said about the ENE people taking a class photo before exam.

There's the photo. Leave a comment if you happen to spot any guy which you think it's cute and need my recommendation. Hee

Thoughts

Just some thoughts after watching a video.

If a girl likes a guy and told him about it, is it true that they will eventually get together even though the guy rejected her initally? Maybe that's because the girl actress is very pretty and slim.

Why do the most irritating girl in the show which all women hate still get to get together with such a great guy in the show? Maybe that's because she is those act cute kind of girls that all guys like.

Why do the pretty independent girl which all women like had to divorce with her husband and remain single in the ending? Maybe that's because guys don't like independent woman and they refuse to admit it.

Does that mean that in order to get together with a great guy, girls will have to act cute and become someone which most women hate. Stop being independent and strong. And most importantly, take the first step. Why guys nowadays such a coward?

My Old Love

It's been a long time since I last went jogging. Have been busy mugging for the past one month and too lazy to wake up early just to go jogging.

To replace jogging, I went swimming instead during exams period. I like swimming cos I can get tan in the shortest period of time. But then, I have weak legs and I always have leg cramp during swimming session which is very dangerous. Plus, swimming will make my already frizzy and dry hair even worst.

After today jogging session, I conclude I still like jogging more than swimming. Jogging is the only thing I enjoy doing alone.

I like the feeling of jogging alone and reflecting on the things I had done.
I like the feeling of sweat dripping down my face and thinking on the amount of calories I had burnt.
I never had leg cramp when I jogged so I can jog for hours without been forced to stop.

I want to go jogging again tomorrow. And did I just say that I'm going swimming with xiaoai tomorrow too? Hee....

A Day at Sentosa Part 2

Blogspot always limit the amount of photos I can load up. So here's part 2....

Went to Dolphin Lagoon next. It comes in a package with Underwater World. The dolphins are cute but the show is not very impressive. Maybe that's the reason why Sentosa make it a package with Underwater World. It was raining while we are watching the show and the place is damn packed and crowded.

Went to Sentosa 4D Magix. The plot of the show is very lame and boring but the effect is damn good, A+++! The effects are full of surprises and the chairs we are sitting on worth S$10,000 each. I will classify this as something we have to try at least once in our life. Go experience the effect of 4D, it's real fun!

Some random photos we took while walking around Sentosa.

Had dinner at Vivo City. It's super crowded and packed. All the resturant are filled with people with long quene outside. Only went I got home then I know that today is the Grand Opening of Vivo City and there will be fireworks. No wonder there so many people there and I missed the fireworks. But it's okie, I'm not really a fan of fireworks.

For some of you, you may find this familiar. Don't you think it's damn cool?

I walked too much today! Think the both of us are mad, we refused to take bus around the Island. Instead, we took a map and walked and explored the Island ourselves the whole day. At the end of the day, both our legs are aching like nobody's business. I'm worse cos I think I sprained my ankle plus I don't even know when I sprained it. Boo!

I hope it'll recover soon. I want to go to Wild Wild Wet next week....

Oh ya! I met Meiying on my way back. She's getting prettier. Hee... We must meet up one day before my holiday end!______________________________________________________________

I saw something very interesting while limping home. Someone actually brought a rabbit to McDonald and let it hopped around freely. Don't you think it's damn cool!

A Day at Sentosa Part 1

Something really cropped up so, me and xiaoai went to Sentosa today. I must say we really enjoyed ourselves and we really acted like we're some tourists. Wahaa

We were supposed to meet at 10 but both of us were late. We had toast for breakfast at Vivo City before we head down to Sentosa.

We took cable car to Sentosa as I had never tried before. The view is definitely different from taking bus. But I don't think it's really worth the money, so tried it if you had never tried it before. I don't think it's very scary so for those scared of heights, I think it's still okie.

We tried the Sentosa Luge & Skyride. It's damn fun. It's a must try if you go to Sentosa.

We went to Underwater World. The aquatic life there is really impressive. A quote of what xiaoai like to say, "It's definitely not something you'll get to see in the market."

I like stingray the most. Loved the way they glided thru the water and they looked really cute. Hee.

And we met Santa there. Santa is really nice and took photos with us! Hohoho!!

Went to the Orchid Garden. It's free unlike the one at Botanic Garden. But since it's free, the varieties here are definitely not as impressive as those at Bontanic Garden. But the orchids are still as pretty and we loved taking photos with them. Hee.

There a small church inside the Orchid Garden. It's a place for couples to take wedding photos. Since both of us are not attached, so not lovey photos!